finals are up... study mood switch on... mood going down the drain

like my title for this post.....

finals are up
in just 1 more week....
i will be having my first finals for Y1S1 degree
with 6 subjects...

study mood switch on
have start studying and going thru lecture notes....
but i haven't do my personal notes... cause i 1 2 go thru again

mood going down the drain
cause im still sad over the SS501 stuff....
trying feeling this :
it's an event u really 1 2 go and have been waiting 4 the time 2 come... ur time comes and ur desire 2 go is there, the palace is near.... BUT far from YOUR OWN reach
*well NO1 understands this feeling im feeling rite now*