hidden truth

I've been under pressure lately.... and lots of things happen 2 me...

im starting to loose a grip of myself and everything that i think i used to have....

i never taught of this but somehow i think im loosing a grip mainly on my own friends...

i've been very lonely this time and i have never felt this way before (if i have wrote last time it was never as bad as this )

there is an emptiness in my heart even though im surrounded by them... with smiles, cheers and laughter but somehow... i still feel emptiness and no sense of belonging.....

i 1 the warm that i used to feel to be back.... to be able to be myself and enjoy my friendship with others and not think negatively....

this post does not apply to my gb ji mui, n my school friends n mc friends...