lonely new year....

while majority of people around the world today gets busy to countdown for the New Year @

-shopping malls
-streets
-restaurant
-clubs
- any other places to watch the fireworks

some minorities like me are lonely at home....

well... Im alone at home cause I dont have anywhere to go... Dad went to work and has dinner tonight... Mum went over to her friends place for new year dinner... not in the mood to celebrate the new year cause of various reason that will keep me sad.. not revealing it.... therefore not celebrating it... just going to watch fireworks outside my house then go sleep..

well...but im still looking forward to a brand new year... what and how will it be filled..
-full of surprises ?? sad or happy ones..
-tears ?? sad or happy ones...
-getting old....
-more stress...
-more responsibilities....

wish my best friends, didi, korkor, ji mui, and those of all who are closed to my heart were over here to build the mood.... and pianoman as well.. haihz...

but anyhow ignore me... and HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR....!!!! HAPPY 2010 EVERY1